I find myself in between not knowing whether I am going to stay where I am now and whether or not I will start a new job teaching at an university. I was flattered that they contacted me in the first place, but they are in another country and so much had to be done before I can be cleared to go. I did everything, but I am still waiting for the final say so and then I have to get my VISA.
I am continuing to write in my journal regularly but stopped writing my book since I cannot finish it in time before I leave and sending it off from another country does not seem possible. I really don't know what I can do there and want I can't. So, I am just playing a wait and see game. The stories continue to crowd in my head and no place to go.
